Wow, those (almost) two months went by too fast. I can't believe he's already gone again, and it will be about 9 weeks before I see him. The good news is that this time, they are only going somewhere for maintenance. They won't be under water for too long, and then they will be in the maintenance port for a while. I'll be able to fly and see him for our anniversary, thank God. I don't know how I'd handle this one otherwise. The other good news is that after the small underway, we will be able to talk every day. That is seriously what is getting me through this time. He has been gone for 5 days, and I have managed to only cry once, and that was while I was writing an email to my best friend, so it doesn't count ;) I only cry when I allow myself to sit and really truly think about how much I am going to miss him.
The silver lining is, that unlike most of my peers, I actually sleep better with him away. I love my man, don't get me wrong, but he can snore! I have to play rain sounds while he's in bed with me in order to sleep. Now that he is gone, I can have complete silence and I get to sleep like a baby. That is the one and only good side to this.
I'm really grateful for my job these days.. I know I'm only subbing, and that isn't too spectacular, but I am so thankful for that opportunity. I didn't work on Friday so that I could watch the boat leave, then the weekend off, and then MLK day off yesterday.. I was SO BORED over the past 2 days! Friday was eventful since we went to the beach to watch the boat leave, and then Cassie and I did dinner and Anatomy. Saturday was pretty busy.. Lunch and shopping with Cassie and then a movie with Cassie, Marie, Amanda and Tracey, followed by dinner with that crew and their kids. We saw The Blind Side again.. If you haven't seen it, please do your heart a favor and get to it! I'm so happy to be working because I get into a funk when I'm bored. I really didn't move off my couch yesterday, except to fix lunch, do some laundry, and then fix dinner.. Such a bum. I do much better when I have a routine and I feel productive.
So, I have a very serious goal in mind for when I see Jason again. I want to have lost at least 20 pounds, but I'm shooting for 30. My New Year's resolution was to work out 5 days a week, and I managed it for the first two weeks. I'm 1 for 2 on this week, so as long as I work out every day from now on, I'm ok.. then I'll rest on Sunday. Speaking of Sunday, I really should work on finding a church out here.....
That's all for now.. I just got back from the gym and I need to shower and figure out something for dinner.. Blah on cooking for 1.
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